• 2nd November
    2011
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    2011
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  • 15th June
    2011
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here i am again

         okay so ive decided to be active on tumblrin again, i mean like, actually post something. ive always wanted to blog abt something, talk abt everything but i just dont know here to start. its really hard to type something when you dont even know who you really are, i mean we have to blog from the heart now right? i just dont wanna blog if i know im gonna have that striking pause for awhile, its just not fun. so yeah, before i start to blog about stuffs, i wanna tell that bout my situation right now. im listening to this korean song on hitz.tv which idk whats the title but ive heard this song before, quite catchy actually. lol. im alone in the living room, and its 3.22 pm now. im turning the volume low so that i can think straight. wow this is not even intro! okay okay! for me this half year of my life, i wouldnt say its boring or sad, its more to whats life really about. i mean, its really telling me that im out of high school, not meeting my friends anymore. (ill tell you abt that later on okay!) i mean, when i 1st got into my high school year, i was like thinking, like, okay now im in high school, then ill be having my pmr in form 3, then ill be having my honeymoon year in form 4, and my spm in form 5, and im gonna go to college, and living in a dorm and not seeing my friends. getting married. i mean, i really thought abt whats gonna happen in the future but at the same time, you just dont wanna think abt it, bcos that might not happen. i dont know. its really confusing sometimes.  then i was thinking ahh thats gonna be much more longerr, i have my high school years ahead of me. AND BAM! here i am, NOW. my friends being in college, taking driving license, some of them already have a driving license. it really tells me that this is really happening! its here, right now. today. its so sad thou :( not being able to meet my friends that much. hmm.

so, enough bout that. lets talk bout the updates. sheryll is in college already (kk), so as zuryn and sharifah(sarawak). awh, u have no idea how much i miss them :(but fr the others, natasha is still working, lea is not doing anything thou haha. one of my friends has a baby and awh so cutee! im praying fr my girls everyday fr their lives ya know :’) i miss them and i wish them all the best in life. and me? im in form 6 now. yupp im a pre-u student in SM all saints, yes same old same old school, but im okay w it :) okay wow form 6 is okay so far, i made lots of new friends too! its sometimes hard but who says form 6 is easy? no one! its hard so i gotta put really good effort in it. praying so i can get thru this and be successful! insyaallah :)  i will be looking forward to whats ahead, and just get through it :)

last year, hm. it was hectic for me. and. its just a year w awful times, feelings, moments. i just dont like talking bout it, but i have to let it go, i did actually. but somehow, its still there, the guilt, the pain. sometimes, im really hard on myself. hating myself fr it. ive hurt some people and a special person who is really dear to my heart, and i just cant say sorry enough. id do anything to turn back time and undo my mistakes. 

but, there were some really sweet memories that made who i am today. a person changed me, and i changed that person as well :”) he, thought me, to think abt myself fr a sec, and just, get to know ME, fr a sec. he thought me, to stand up for myself. to be strong. and to be able to do anything without being scared. and its for my own good. he is a really great person, and no one can ever change that. hes caring, sweet and lovable and by far the strongest person i know other then my mum :) he accepts who i really am. hes just, everything i ever wanted in a guy. hes not perfect and so am i, but, do u have to? of course not :) just be you and things will be okay <3 i love you W.

ill be posting more :)

toodles! 

  • 3rd June
    2011
  • 03
xtinagee: WAYS TO KEEP YOUR RELATIONSHIP WORKING: Love each other. Don`t lie. Keep communication open. Stay sweet. When you get hurt, just forgive and forget. Never ever talk about break ups. Never say “It`s okay” even when it`s not. Forget about the word “pride”. If you say sorry, mean it. Don`t compare your past on your present. Don`t talk about your stupid ex`s. Give and take process. Be aware of his/her feelings. When you had a fight, don`t let a day pass. Don`t be the perfect one, be the right one.

xtinagee:

WAYS TO KEEP YOUR RELATIONSHIP WORKING:

  • Love each other.
  • Don`t lie.
  • Keep communication open.
  • Stay sweet.
  • When you get hurt, just forgive and forget.
  • Never ever talk about break ups.
  • Never say “It`s okay” even when it`s not.
  • Forget about the word “pride”.
  • If you say sorry, mean it.
  • Don`t compare your past on your present.
  • Don`t talk about your stupid ex`s.
  • Give and take process.
  • Be aware of his/her feelings.
  • When you had a fight, don`t let a day pass.
  • Don`t be the perfect one, be the right one.

(via sleepyfatcat)

  • 2nd June
    2011
  • 02
yebrensaye: See this little girl? She probably looks like any innocent little girl to you but she is anything but. When she was born her parents began noticing weird behaviour from her. After her first birthday, her parents frequently saw her standing in front of a mirror motionless. This behaviour continued until her third birthday. She began drawing. She didn’t draw normal pictures like other children. But she painted her parents house with pictures of death and splashed red paint all over them. Her parents began to worry about her and sent her to see a doctor. By age 4 her behaviour continued. The doctor didn’t know what was wrong with her. Her mother called the doctor one night to ask for a check up and she was told that the doctor had passed away that night. The little girl was sent to other doctors for check ups and each of the doctors passed away. This photograph was taken by a photographer whose identity is no longer known. But they say that after this photograph was taken, the little girl fell to the ground. Her eyes leaked of blood and she began having a fit. She died a few minutes later. They say that this photograph didn’t only capture her image but her spirit too. And every time someone doesn’t reblog this picture she gets angry. She gets so angry that she does what she did to the doctors to those people. Reblog this now or each time you look into a mirror this little girl will be standing behind you.

yebrensaye:

See this little girl? She probably looks like any innocent little girl to you but she is anything but. When she was born her parents began noticing weird behaviour from her. After her first birthday, her parents frequently saw her standing in front of a mirror motionless. This behaviour continued until her third birthday. She began drawing. She didn’t draw normal pictures like other children. But she painted her parents house with pictures of death and splashed red paint all over them. Her parents began to worry about her and sent her to see a doctor. By age 4 her behaviour continued. The doctor didn’t know what was wrong with her. Her mother called the doctor one night to ask for a check up and she was told that the doctor had passed away that night. The little girl was sent to other doctors for check ups and each of the doctors passed away.

This photograph was taken by a photographer whose identity is no longer known. But they say that after this photograph was taken, the little girl fell to the ground. Her eyes leaked of blood and she began having a fit. She died a few minutes later. They say that this photograph didn’t only capture her image but her spirit too. And every time someone doesn’t reblog this picture she gets angry. She gets so angry that she does what she did to the doctors to those people. Reblog this now or each time you look into a mirror this little girl will be standing behind you.

(via bigdreamgirl)

  • 2nd June
    2011
  • 02

Try to read this >:)

lifeonasubmarine:

sugarfaggot:

“tits”





Now, read it backwards.

















This is an Satanic chant.





You’ve officially been cursed.





Reblog within 30 seconds or the power of Evil will take over.

fuck this

fuuuu

WHY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT ?????

shit i couldn’t reblog it. tumblr was down !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN IT TUMBLR

hjaskjashljkh.

NOT RISKING OKAY normally i dont reblog this shit but omg i dont wanna be cursed 

oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god

(Source: nakedwithharreh, via rockerchicksswag)

  • 1st June
    2011
  • 01
immapurplebandanna: Well, my mom and I both ordered two bottles of JB Someday without telling each other.  So imagine our surprise when FOUR bottles arrived yesterday.   She’s going to give one away to her Twitter groupies, and I get to give one away here on tumblr.   EDITED TO ADD, Ok, I think I got the package down small enough that I can ship it internationally.  So blog away anyone!!! But if you are interested, Reblog, and follow me, immapurplebandanna immapurplebandanna immapurplebandanna and on Tuesday May 31 at around 10 pm eastern time, I’ll randomly choose a winner.  I’ll try to get it in the mail on Wed, June 1st, so you should be smelling sweet and hosting JB in your room around the 6th of June. 

immapurplebandanna:

Well, my mom and I both ordered two bottles of JB Someday without telling each other.  So imagine our surprise when FOUR bottles arrived yesterday.  

She’s going to give one away to her Twitter groupies, and I get to give one away here on tumblr.  

EDITED TO ADD, Ok, I think I got the package down small enough that I can ship it internationally.  So blog away anyone!!!

But if you are interested, Reblog, and follow me,

immapurplebandanna

immapurplebandanna

immapurplebandanna

and on Tuesday May 31 at around 10 pm eastern time, I’ll randomly choose a winner.  I’ll try to get it in the mail on Wed, June 1st, so you should be smelling sweet and hosting JB in your room around the 6th of June. 

(via swaggerlikejustinbieber)

  • 10th May
    2011
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  • 5th May
    2011
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